i want new shoes

but i'm a poor student and can't afford it.

IN OTHER NEWS. I AM BLOGGING AGAIN. WOOP WOOP.

ROCK ON.

i've arrived.

banging.

first thing i did? set up my internet. i'm not addicted at all!

oh and by the way

i think you're rad ♥

who the fuck are you?

really. bored of this blog layout. i can either make a new one or finish packing.

meh. i'll make a new one. i am nearly finished with the whole packing thing.

anyway. HI! i'm supertrouper excited now! i leave TOMORROW. HOW GODDAMN SEXY? i have no idea what books i need or anything so i just grabbed a couple of random bits and pieces and shoved them in my suitcase, i'm lucky because my dad commutes to cardiff nearly every day for work, so if i ever need anything i can just ask him to bring it to me, so i am just going to take my clothes and a couple of dvds and all my hair stuff and makeup and if i need anything i can get it next week. which is goddamn awesome.

i'm DESPERATE for some new music on my ipod, but my phone just takes FOREVER to sync and i really can't be bothered to search for any downloads. cause i'm just goddamn lazy. and i haven't worked out how to put all my music on my laptop yet, so that is all going to have to wait or something. i'll live.

i went to see dorian gray last night and can i just say that though it was EXTREMELY awesome i was also a little disappointed? it took SO many liberties with the book. for one, Dorian was very much HETROSEXUAL. WTF? oscar wilde would be spinning in his grave. and what was up with that emily chick? i mean seriously? WHAT. SOMEONE ENLIGHTEN ME.

colin firth was extraordiary as Lord Henry though. actually played it better than anyone else could have. extremely and utterly amazed at his performance, as i always thought he was very one dimensional in his acting. always taking the same parts. but his Harry was incredible.

anyway. i will be blogging properly soon. i just fancied writing a last blog from this computer. my laptop is all sorted and ready to take with me, i am not sure i quite know how to work out the computer connections in my room, but i'll get there. but if i don't update this in a while don't kill me.

ANYWAY. OFF TO PHOTOSHOP TO MAKE A NEW CUTE LAYOUT.

suitcases and paperwork.

I FINALLY GOT AN UGLY DUCKLING ON FARMVILLE.

RESULT.

:)

watched gossip girl today. it was intense.

i love chuck and blair.

2 SLEEPS TIL CARDIFF. got one suitcase packed with all my dresses in. not looking forward to doing the rest.

and i really really need to learn how to use that washing machiene.

NOT looking forward to the whole making new friends thing. it took me seven years to be truely happy with the ones i have, why would i want a whole bunch of new ones who will probably not like my quirky sense of style or the fact i am not afaird to admit i love the jonas brothers. what if they hate me?

we shall see. we shall see.

besides. i really don't want to leave my friends here. katie, jo, ffion and cathy will be there in cardiff with me, but non and heidi are in kent, kiff is in bristol, becky is in aber, while gee and the clarks are gonna be here. i was thinking today what things could persuade me not to go to university and stay here with them, but everything i came up with ended up with me leaving to go somewhere else. it really is time i left i suppose then.

super excited for the lectures though. gonna be the model student this year. read EVERYTHING that is on the syallbus. do homework/coursework the day it's assigned. i got through my Alevels being a lazy cow, but i can't guarentee that the same thing is going to happen when i start my degree.

i promise.

why are all my blogs so fucking emo. from this point on. happiness only zone.

tell me something i don't know

i don't feel optimistic at all. maybe it's the lack of sleep, or the fact that i am completely and utterly torn about uni. they have given me too much time to think about it. to build it up in my head. i wish we moved in on results day so i wouldn't have time to worry, panic, and talk myself out of it. i am not sure i want to go anymore.

oh god. i am on such an emo kick at the moment.

on the plus side. i'm getting a prize at prize evening. two actually. english and performing arts. i'm excited about it, but worried at the same time. once monday is over i am offically not involved in that school at all anymore. it's all kinda sad.

it must be the lack of sleep.